The guests tasted all the flavors of the party with loud cheers and big grins, much to Arthur's bitter dismay, for he seemed to be the only one bored with everything. He slipped past the tables, abundant in everything eatable, just to find himself in front of the bar. The bartender, weary of too much talking, watched him with a corner of his eye, then blinked happily and turned his face to the newcomer, forgetting his lack of interest in favor of satisfying the customer:
'I greet you, mister. Ah, you have all the looks and gestures of a notorious drinker. What is your desire regarding wine this evening, sir?'
Seeing that the fellow didn't a
Bad mood
Won't you go,
My darling,
Bitter surprise.
Feeding on my ears
Squeezed too many tears
Won't you leave,
My sweetness
Darkest voice
Screaming in my ears
There are no more tears
Won't you finish
My unwanted
Crazed grief
Tearing up my ears
Feeding on my tears
Won't you die
My eternal
Bad mood.
Shredded off my tears
My blood, my fire, my years…
I knew this girl. That day, when the snow first fell, she stood above me and wept. She let her hair loose, beautiful, blonde… Hands on my chest, she pushed, desperately. I could see her breasts through a ripped, white robe, and through her chest, heart beating, beyond her eyes, mind, shredded, through it, her soul, craving…
We never understood our mistakes. In the end, I could only see them, and went to die. As I lay, a shadow, a white shadow of the purest forms bent over me and wept. I saw her coming, dreaded moment, I hoped for the trees to stop her, but there was none that could. I heard scratches, torn wood, loosened branches… And then t
The essence of all things by sparkle99, literature
Literature
The essence of all things
She smashed the door off the wall, but nobody seemed to bother.
'I'm sick!', she said, while pacing towards the bar. Her soft, delicate body trembled as she sat down.
'I do mind clients busting in here, you know!', uttered a voice from under the counter. As the tavern keeper slowly stood up, he saw a sharp blade pointing at him.
The man slowly raised his arms, seemingly scared, but only to smash his fists from the counter the next moment.
'Devika! You little worm! You scared me to death! Oh, I could just grab those blonde strands of...'
'Shut up!' she shouted. The sword was put away in a quick move, while she gazed in his dark eyes, qu
Can you believe the way
In which the life grows grey
And fades away in you?
We're here
Just happy to be here.
Living for the moment
Craving for the glance
And nothing more.
Writing romance
On a piece of time.
Then jump onto another
And color it the same
Or differently…
By the same sweet childish dreams
We always have.
They say we're crazy
But how can they not say it?
When we live so much differently
From them?
And they think we have nothing
But we have it all
Time is ours.
We colored it in many shapes
And lines
According to our state of mind.
Life is ours
Just the way we want to
Thinking about tomorrow
As another d
Faded
As are stars
Dying in the morning sky
My words will unveil
The truth of many lies
Hidden
They shall not remain.
Colored
Is your poem
But its heart wasn't there to stay
Or was it ever there?
You looked away
Forgetting what you said.
Lost
Shall your words be.
Wanted
To just write
Lies from out of nowhere
Not taken from your soul
Nor reaped from anywhere.
Essence
Shall not be found this way.
Ended
Is your glory
Long before it started
Nothing shall remain
You and art have parted
Gone
She will not meet with you.
Remembered
As a memory
My words will ever glow
For they will tell the story
Of a man who will not
A gentle touch
Feels like a cold
And bitter dagger
The warm, embracing touch
A clutch, it seems to me.
A gasp for freedom
And I'm chained
With rustful love
The bold, courageous gasp
A threat, it seemed to you.
A try to mend
Feels like a flower
With no sun or water
The thing I tried to mend
Condemned it is for us.
A tempting outside
Feels like a call
A rotten inside
Painful, dull
And besides it all
Lies your rustful love
Not wanting to let go.
A missing outside
Feels like a tear
A cruel inside
Misunderstood, my dear
And besides it all
Lies my rustful love
Not wanting to let go.
Killer of self
' Die, die now
Go, for ever lost
My sweet creation
With no value
Bringing no sensation.
i'm sorry
i failed you
i thought i was great
i wanted to be
To put you ahead.
But failed so, so
Low a being am i
No one but Nature
Can do what i tried
And succeed.
i am a fool
for trying to beat
the perfection of Nature
at its own game.
i'm so, so lame, and sad
with no cure. '
The mourn can begin
It's dead, had no hope
Live abandoned
Now it can't.
' No talent
No fame
Just work
In vain. '
Just kill the sadness
In one blow
But you can't.
The grief
Will go stronger
Go deep in the hand
Of the killer
Who kille
Prologue
The sun shone pale, piercing the white clouds with its faded rays, giving a slight bronze shade to the yellowish skies of Dretcht. The wind scattered the sand into dissipated waves, which rose into the air like a dragon's breath.
The eye sought life, but the sight revealed nothing. The land was deserted. After the last Drain, people fled as they saw more and more creatures raid their homes. It took only ten days for the Plains to rebalance and the Drain to end; but it was enough to tear the place apart.
Now, the signs of that battle faded away. The elves that once lived there moved south, in Marathyia, trying to forget the ones t
No tomorrow
No troubles on your shoulders
That I know about
Hidden between the layers
Of silence
That you built.
Deep beneath the waves
That compose my mind.
Untouchable.
No yesterday
No flash behind your back
That you told me about.
Running in the heart of society
Forgetting
That I am.
Deeply lost into my darkness
Like a shadow with a glow
Unperceivable.
No today
No mood for any thought
That you would share with me.
Closing your heart for me
Thinking
Not enough.
Deepness of a feeling
Describes you though
So not
Unlovable.
I'm a leaf, thrown into a campfire
By innocent people that have no desire
But to see me burn.
Thrown away, a little leaf I am,
Burned by the flames of the fire.
They are beings who whisper
Who come from a tempest of twisters
To ruin my peace.
Humans, pitiful beings they are
Hiding their love in their whisper.
They whisper their love in the air
Towards my ever bleeding broken wing
A soul in despair.
But their whispers never reach me
Though floating away in the air.
They really do care for the leaf
But they are too late to ease its grief,
I fell
Among the dreary shadows
That created me.
I knelt
At the touch of the reckless being
That cursed me.
Encumbered by darkness
My soul bleeds from the torture
Of imprisoned spirits that cry from within.
Condemned for eternity,
I await the birth of dawn…
But I'm forever drowned in the abyss.
My destiny:
A lightless path to walk on
Always craving
For a drop of life…
Of reddish blood.
A vampire risen from the depths of Death
I am. I want to be.
Behold, you fallen creatures
This is my song,
Your requiem.
You're nothing to me
But a bunch of memories
Gathered in a corner
Long forgotten,
But not gone.
You see,
Sank my love in blood
Tore my heart in pain
You did.
Why should I care
Cause I didn't care
That much for me...
So now
Why do I hurt
When ripped apart by you?
But you,
I would have stained and lied
I would have grieved and cried
I would have bled and died
For you.
But you, you've lost me
You wanted to.You needed it.
I'll step around the corner now
I'll step past you...
Where to?
The last tear falls
From the corner of my eye
But i'll wipe it dry
I will go on
All I need is a car
A good old car
To hit me.
The eon of the First Wind by sparkle99, literature
Literature
The eon of the First Wind
The eon of the First Wind
And there, as it was, the Nothingness scattered and gathered throughout the Eternity. And there was nothing to disturb the inner peace held intact by the multitude of empty particles. And their movements were chaotic, their thin walls collided with other particles, and powerfully splintered back. They gasped and started to move once more.
But one time, many particles flew in one direction; after they had collided millions of times, their random forces brought them together. And they immersed one into another, the thin walls of one particle became the essence that filled the emptiness of another. Two particles becam
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Well, if anybody is interested, i'm back. Better, hopefully. Longer, i'd wish.
I missed this place. I looked over my last journal entries. Shit, i was sad back then. 1 year.
I see the time flying past me. This is good. It's the way it's supposed to be.
Have you ever witnessed a life falling apart? But what about your own life? The feeling of destruction arises in my soul and kills every hope. Still, i can't believe it. I feel it so deep, so real...my lifetime companion, the one who raised me - my grandmother - and her 'everloving' husband ...she wants to go away, to leave me. She said she can't wait to leave. Another town, miles away ... another life, without me, if possible. Me and my dreadful sister. All alone. And, strangely, my mother encourages her. But she never heard it. She never heard the words ' i can't wait'. Could never understand the grief.
And the contradiction (always burni